Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Your Love Fathering Me

Child of God
With every breath, with every thought
From what is seen to the deepest part
I offer all that I've come to be
To know your love fathering me
Father You're all I need
My soul's sufficiency
My strength when I am weak
That love that carries me
Your arms enfold me, till I am only
a child of God
With every step on this journey's walk
And wisdom's songs that the soul has sought
I give myself unreservedly
To know Your love fathering me
This song really spoke to my heart. As I laid there on my bed, in the stillness of the hour, I listened to the lyrics and the heartfelt cry of this song through my CD player, with nothing on my mind except my heart being fixed onto my Abba Father. I wept, I reflected, I repented, I waited... How could I have allowed myself to let go of my first love.. Where had my passion gone to? I say I love Him and yet I put Him last on my every day life? I pondered upon His limitless Grace, His unfailing Love, how He could possible put up with a child that disappoints Him over and over again... but yet despite the disappointments, He still forgives.. still loves.. still accepts..
Lord, You are truely my strength when I am weak.
Your Love envelops my being when I need you most.
It never fails, never disappoints, but always perserveres...
Without You, I am nothing.
Make Me, Mould Me, Use Me to glorify your name for I surrender my all to you....